Gibberish
December 22nd, 2005 | Posted by Shannon
It was a hard day, but a fun night. I am lucky – magic, in the form of friends, and music, swirls around me, not only when I need it, but always. Not to be new age or anything, but that’s the way it is. I am so fucking lucky. I walked home through a thick mist, reveling in the heaviness of it. I may be a fuck up and a polemic, but I can still turn my palm to the heavens just to feel fog making a puddle in the bottom of it. As long as I can feel that, my life will be worth living. And if I thrust my palm in your face, screaming FEELTHIS, please don’t take it as an affront. If I splash the accumulated fog on your parched face, just know that I merely want you to understand that rushing undercurrent that flows just under my skin, and that I want to share it with you. I realize that feeling a fog puddle in one’s palm may not be the be all end all, but whatever. It works for me. No I am not talking about a dude here. It’s all just a generalization, really. Kind of. Also I am not talking TO a dude. Unless, maybe, the nerd/geek who has been flirting with me. Where is this going? I don’t know. And to all, A Good Night.
December 23rd, 2005 at 1:00 pm
Polemic Schlemic —–
“Aggressive, hostile, warlike” – thank you, Merriam-Webster 🙂 – may describe some others we know, but those attributes are the furthest from you that I can imagine!
Enjoy the fog puddles …
December 24th, 2005 at 4:54 am
Ignore that negativity – “polemic” indeed. I looked it up and that ain’t you unless it means wanting to share with others the joy that you experience (and many others seem to miss)
🙂
December 24th, 2005 at 2:07 pm
I have GOT to use the dictionary more often. I had no idea that is what Polemic meant. It certainly does not describe Shannon!!